You’re making it seem like it’s all me. You’ve always made it seem like you haven’t done anything wrong. If you’re honestly that blind then I pity you.
You’re clearly flaunting that you’re happy with something else not even a month after we broke off a 4 year relationship. Who the fuck does that? Either you’re trying to get my attention or just making a fool out of yourself. Everyone knows where I’m coming from about all of this. Feelings just don’t go away but if you’re moving on this quickly then I’m questioning how you’ve really felt about everything.
Just so you know, rebounds don’t help anything.
I’m not purposely trying to be a dick but guys have feelings too. More importantly, I do.
My main intention wasn’t to fucking purposely cause you pain. Maybe it’s just sinking in that I’ve let someone go who was my absolute best friend and someone I thought legitimately loved me.
I’m sorry I didn’t talk to you moments after we broke up. There’s a reason why I still wanted to be friends but everyone knows that doesn’t ever work out.
I’m fucking sorry for everything I’ve ever done. I’m sorry for hurting you. I deserve this, I know.
3am heart-pouring-rant over.